Lydia Martin screams (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
lydiascreams) wrote2014-11-17 12:32 pm
lydiascreams) wrote2014-11-17 12:32 pm
[021. We are broken, we can't fix it]
[She watched Allison's announcement. First with a horrifying fear that she was leaving to go back home, to die. She almost interjected then. She almost told her she'd leave herself if Allison wanted to stay.
But then she explained and Lydia let it go. She could understand needing space, needing time. This is the reason why she's been sitting up on the deck by herself since their argument. Hiding, afterall.
And while she's not done with her quiet time, she'd not done thinking about everything she said to Allison, and Allison said to her, she knows she needs to reach out to the others and tell them what she knows.]
[Video - Pack, no Allison]
[Her face is pale when she starts the video, and eyes might still be red, but she's not crying anymore. Her voice is flat when she speaks, though.]
Someone needs to talk to her. Make sure this place is safe. [Lydia hesitates and takes a deep breath.]
What happened at the other Barge-- she's not thinking straight. [And Lydia apparently just made it a lot worse.]
[Video - Zane]
[She'll just get straight to the point with this one.]
What is this place you suggested for Allison?
But then she explained and Lydia let it go. She could understand needing space, needing time. This is the reason why she's been sitting up on the deck by herself since their argument. Hiding, afterall.
And while she's not done with her quiet time, she'd not done thinking about everything she said to Allison, and Allison said to her, she knows she needs to reach out to the others and tell them what she knows.]
[Video - Pack, no Allison]
[Her face is pale when she starts the video, and eyes might still be red, but she's not crying anymore. Her voice is flat when she speaks, though.]
Someone needs to talk to her. Make sure this place is safe. [Lydia hesitates and takes a deep breath.]
What happened at the other Barge-- she's not thinking straight. [And Lydia apparently just made it a lot worse.]
[Video - Zane]
[She'll just get straight to the point with this one.]
What is this place you suggested for Allison?
[Private]
Mostly because he would do the same in a heartbeat if it really was the only way.
He nods, because it doesn't come as much of a surprise.]
Maybe this'll help.
[They spent the whole summer apart. He didn't call her once. And it didn't help them, it didn't bring them back together. He rubs the spot where his tattoo is idly. But it helped her. He has to believe that.]
She'll come back and talk to us.
[Private]
[She hopes it helps, she hopes it makes Allison understand how important she is to them. How important her life is. How much they need her alive.
But she's not counting on it.
Allison is stubborn and she was taught to protect other, by her dad, mostly. But it's what she knows. And Lydia knows that reprogramming her will be incredibly difficult.]
I hope it does. Because I'm all out of ideas.