[ But he wasn't thinking about how he'd hurt Lydia anymore. Or how willing he'd been to kill a guy he'd never even met. Trying to tear him apart in the middle of the jungle, only stopped by several gunshot wounds. He was blinded by just how strong he'd been. How clear everything had been. How free he'd been. ]
No. I'm not.
[ "Better" in his mind was tied to very specific things. Physical, measurable things that had little to do with morals or emotions. ]
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No. I'm not.
[ "Better" in his mind was tied to very specific things. Physical, measurable things that had little to do with morals or emotions. ]