[It's definitely crossed his mind. He wants her dead, and it scares him the amount of anger and disdain he feels toward the woman now. No matter how many times they've been attacked, hurt, broken, he still doesn't know how to better handle his own tumultuous emotions now than he ever has.
He can practically hear the nogitsune's voice in his head, chuckling and whispering how they're not so different. That the only thing that separates him from Void is that Void actually took action, and Stiles is always frozen in a place of angry indecision. Of grudge holding without generally taking any kind of vengeance.
He thinks that's not terribly inaccurate.]
I know.
[And he knows that's not solely aimed at him for keeping Dean down in Zero while Scott recovers. But he doesn't know what he's doing right now and he needs time to think. It isn't fair. It isn't right. But neither was Scott dying and Dean playing a role in it, even if it was a more passive than active role. Right now he can't tell the difference well enough to trust himself to be around his inmate.]
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He can practically hear the nogitsune's voice in his head, chuckling and whispering how they're not so different. That the only thing that separates him from Void is that Void actually took action, and Stiles is always frozen in a place of angry indecision. Of grudge holding without generally taking any kind of vengeance.
He thinks that's not terribly inaccurate.]
I know.
[And he knows that's not solely aimed at him for keeping Dean down in Zero while Scott recovers. But he doesn't know what he's doing right now and he needs time to think. It isn't fair. It isn't right. But neither was Scott dying and Dean playing a role in it, even if it was a more passive than active role. Right now he can't tell the difference well enough to trust himself to be around his inmate.]