[It surprises her that he's not easing his way into this. But then, it's Scott and Lydia knows he has to be as worried about Allison as she is.]

I told her I didn't want her risking her life to save mine again. [She's talked about this with Scott. About her fears of Allison getting demoted.]

I pushed her away because I thought it'd work, that'd make her stop from going after him. Not-- this.